I am insecure in my self. I am afraid of failure to the point where I have failed to try. Even when I am certain of my authority in a subject, I second guess my own abilities.
I have failed to live up to my own expectations as well as what society has expected of me. As a husband. A son. A brother. Even as a father, I have come up decidedly short of what I should have been.
And, frankly, I should have been amazing…
…But the truth for me is I have enjoyed living my life MY way. I have lost and gained and lost again and if I were given the off chance to somehow go back and do it all differently….
….I would adamantly have changed nothing….well…..very little.
Score Card (based entirely on outcome):
TRUTH – 0
CONSEQUENCES – 1
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